Continuation of the story....

Whole day I was thinking why this happened! Why I lost the heart and how I could manage to guide and they also guide me to find our heart in the middle of the first large step of the hotel which we loved but still had lots of discussions between us which created so kind of anger between us!

I still continued to think about it during 2 days, happy about finding the heart but not stopping to being upset about loosing the chain. The 3rd day, he brought the car from the parking of our house to drive together to somewhere. He had forgotten something and he had to return home and when he came back, he has something inside the palm of his hand and while handing it to me, he askes do you know what it could be? I looked at it and with such an incredible surprise,he handed to me the lost chain. I asked him,< where did you find it?>. And, he shows me the stairs of our house and says,<On one of the stairs!>. I take a while to watch the chain and looking at Bahram! So, strange! I found the heat and he found the chain! I found it in the middle of the major large stone stair of our hotel and he found it on one of the wooden stairs of our greystone house!
I told him the story because we did not have time to talk about it and honestly because he is not that much interested in something like this (probably this one was a kind of exception because it was the heart he had offered to me when we got married!). In this kind of situation, he is a good listener but when I asked him what he thought about this real story, as usual he sent back the question to me and said,<I am sure you have found something!>. I insisted but no hope he is waiting for me to find it for both of us...

Yesterday, I talked about it to my sister Fariba who is so beautifully positive...she says,<You are very kind and you deserve to find the heart!>.
Then, I started to remember ...once another morning I was very upset about a discussion with Bahram and I went to my tai-chi and ballet...my mind was sad and could not understand the situation! I want to enter home and right away something from far hanging to the maple tree in our back yard attracts my attention, I advance and I see a baloon with a happy face looking at me...I came back to me and my heart smiled to the happy face...then, I remembered something that Lili joon told me a few times<<Please, Shahrzad joon, never ever let anything to remove your beautiful smile and your gentle look...>. I sent a soft kiss up and recycled what needed to be recycle and came back home free ofanto start living life...